Like the fact that I am the only one of my group of friends I regularly hang with who isn't seeing someone. Which brings me back to this old post. Only now it is a tad worse because I am THE ONLY one not seeing anyone. I get a little bit scared when my asthma is this bad, I just like to have someone, ANYONE, in the same house as me. But I am beginning to see that some people will always choose sex over their friends. While I don't care that I don't have a boyfriend, it is this situation that makes me always think about it. I just sometimes wish I had an option so as to get rid of that feeling I have of everyone else thinking I'm.always.just.there.
(yep Im having a 'woe is me' moment).
Something else that grabbed my attention duing the wee hours of this morning was the smell coming from Troy's room. I removed a couple of glasses containing mouldy coke.
And I also thought a lot about my dodgy toe nail on my big right toe. A kid dropped a stool on it over 2 months ago and the damaged part of the nail still hasn't grown out.