Feed me to the dogs.
In all seriousness, I think then I will feel somewhat better than what I do now. Hmmm, funny, with the guy I am seeing, we both thought 'ah hang on, maybe this is too much too soon' and it is true, so we have decided to chill the hell out, and because I don't know about my future in this country, that is all within reason.
On the upside, I have my Satoshi Tomiie interview tonight, and I have a job interview on Saturday, cause i am sick of hostessing! Wish me luck!!